Tuesday, February 9, 2010

//Mask-4//

I was in class two then

when the boy sitting beside me

winked me with a smile

for a look, inside his bag

he opened for me

to see the darkness he had from home

To see the darkness he had in at home

the story happened some forty years ago

when darkness was the only wall for me

I wanted to cross

crossing

for the masked man

across the wall

who never made himself visible to me

in the light

once visited the wall side

with his mask on

and vanishes again

into nothingness

and created darkness

for me

so I wanted darkness

A bagful of darkness

for the man

for the mask

for the wooing horror

at the world other side

that had hid him

in the darkened tales

in the series of my mother’s tales

frightful proposals

That could cross

Without a mask

She told me

one wouldn’t have that road.

The quest won’t end up

with remaining light

darkness I quested

Hence For the road or mask

perennially, everyday day

inside the classroom made up

with light excerpts

of the day

Yet I saw a road led to

the school bag

stuff of darkness and a mask

I stole.

Then I was mere a child

with hues and cries

for that mask or road

Thus I return to my bags

my schooldays
which buries my childhood

along with a drawing

on a slate

of the mask.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

///Colour///

There is colours for everything

For you and for me,

we have separated ourselves

into colours

like size, height and creed,

my colour discriminated your

whole being from mine

under the force of social mathematics

we call it love

as I cannot obtain your’s

nor can I obtain yours

what we call colours

but call it love. Colourless,

nonexistence, co-existence

in my loneliness

or sheltered under your many sighs

we exercise

with our painting each other

at the weekend

or whenever the world

doesn’t look at us

but separately

amongst many whistles

and panting machines

we cook our picture

in the outline of colours

I tried with many streaks

Drawn visible as your name

as you

invisibly divide me to wrinkles and expressions

I try to paint you in me,

and you too paint me in you

on the broad canvas of time

in the spectrum of a company

make my brush colour a time

a space created within

amongst the tress brushing over the sky

amongst the sea rubbing the muzzle on the earth

as I do

inside the foggy arena

of your wanted needs.

Between odds and evens

you are always lost

when I am in you.